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The impression forces itself upon one that men measure by false standards,
that everyone seeks power, success, riches for himself, and admires others
who attain them, while undervaluing the truly precious thing in life.
~ Sigmund Freud
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Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Somebody has been sending my girl cellular messages of TLCs according to what she told me. Well, that guy absolutely has no idea what he's doing. But well, we cannot base on what he has been doing to come up with a baseless conclusion regarding his intentions or actions. But if he tries anything funny, I would also try something REALLY funny to him as well. I'm not ashame to say that I'm rather a little bit jealous. Not because he is better than me (for I know I have what it takes), but rather, it's just a natural human feeling that a guy is standing my way.
And my girl sent me his message, which I think is quite stupid: -
Life is full of ups and downs, just like a see-saw. Whenever you are down, let me be the one sitting with you in the other end to raise you up and never down.
Obviously, we all know in our hearts that this guy is trying to be funny. But we have no evidence against his intention. So, there's nothing we can currently do. So I really hope my girl knows what she's doing... and I do trust her for that.
Anyway, life is full of ups and downs. It is never like a see-saw that goes up and down so easily like what that idiot thinks. It works with a gradual cause and effect.. and follows the law of physics as well. Life is not a childhood game like the see-saw, provided one is so naive to the point by believing life is so meaningless that the 'desperado' occupation is the way to get paid and be loved.
Every see-saw has the ups and downs. However, one can only go up at one point. The fact that if one is so fat, and heavy, that the other person cannot be let down, then there is a big problem here. This game is not fun at all. Or, this game is selfish. Or, this game doesn't make sense at all. Because in order to play a see-saw, according to yours truly who has a childhood, both parties has to move up and down by turns - not simultaneously, and certainly, not one direction all the time. And never in life has anyone possess a power to perfect any given situation. So stop talking about raising someone up while you are down at the bottom on the mud pit, unless you are damn obese. Then, I've got nothing to say, perhaps a few phrases asking you to lose lots of weight. The analogy of such message has no analogy at all. It is pure non-sense.
And for any girls to be impressed with such lame message, it would mean that dogs would have meowed. And if those girls were to be impressed, then those dogs are pretty much insulted by you, fat boy.
I'm justing giving some criticisms to this message, which I find rather pesty and disturbing. I hope this guy better send some messages which are more ordinarily friendly to my girl if he doesn't ever want to 'see me' in person.
June 29, 2007
LAST DAY AT WORK!!! Woot~!
I'm finally able to do my stuffs for the entire two weeks of my semester break - Read, blog, watch videos, forum hopping, mapling, dating, and roaming the streets with friends. A whole great adventure awaits me this coming week and I can't wait to spend it wisely and fruitfully. In addition, I can't wait for my darling's birthday to arrive as well. Hahaha... woot~! The month of July is going to be a great month for me and everybody I'm closer to.
So since this is my last day at work, I decided to take one memorable picture of myself at my desk during the very last hour of my part-time job.
It's been a great time working with a few people who are so nice. In fact, my ex-boss was one of those really nice people I've met. And honestly, she's the only one whom I truly respect as the leader of this tiny department we were in. Other than that, there were no other leaders whom I knew in my life, commands greater respect that her. If ever I get to work under her again, I would gladly sow my time for that very job indeed. Sometimes, I really feel that non-christians like my ex-boss and many others whom I've met, are reasonable, open-minded and gentle people. Many of them, in fact, command my respect and admiration... rather than some leaders whom I've met, seen or even heard about in church.
Anyway, it's good to be as gentle as possible to others, unless someone else decides to step on your foot.
I had a great time today with my darling as well. Although I thought of getting a shirt today, I realised that I needed to save more $$$ in order to get one shirt, which I am eying on (and which my darling also said that it looks cool). I love that shirt manz... and I wished I had taken a picture of it. Well, I would, once I wear that shirt one day. HAHAHA.. and I will!
Talking about shopping, the GSS is ending in a few days' time and after which, comes the Gross Sucky Tax (GST), which is always Giving Singaporeans Troubles (GST). It's now up to 7%! Truly, if there are any other places where gravity is scarse, it would have to be Singapore, where everything goes up and never down.
Alright, time for me to zzZZzZzZ... I'll be back with a better mood to write more.
June 23, 2007
Oh no... I've been neglecting my blog for quite some time now. It's all because of the stupid exam that has been taking place during the middle of this month. and it's only yesterday when my mind, body and soul had been set free from all the brainwrecking, spine-aching, and intuition-messing examination papers! Ooh! A sigh of relief from all my stresses!
And I got to spend the remaining day with my beloved dar dar.
My mood got killed by the result I got from one of my assignments. Anyway, I shall not talk about that. Well, dar dar and I went to have dinner at HANS, the one at the Great Eastern Building, which is the main branch of thisfood outlet. It has been quite some time since I make my way down to that little area to have a decent meal, for my exam is robbing away all my time for luxury and recreations. After a splendid dinner at HANS, I took dar dar around that area (Chinatown), which, she has not been hanging around there for quite a long time already. So it's really good to recall some of those days when each of us spent at Chinatown.
And then... AMK HUB HERE WE GO!!!!! lolx
All for a motive... hahaha... and there you go, a little gift for my darling and I... Guess what..? I bought us a coupld ring, with 天长地久 engraved on it. HAHAHA.. no, I was only kidding! I don't see a need to say all of it here to you guys, cos it doesn't concern you guys anyway... so, here are the pictures taken yesterday when I was out with the lady I love most in my life.
The rings I bought for my lovely girlfriend..
Aww... I'm feeling the tenderness in my heart now...
The whole day was splendid. I've never felt so FREE in my life before. And with my dear by my side, I felt as though my whole spirit was being set free completely. Just love this feeling of being loved, cherished, and yet, having the honour in return, to love, cherish, and treasure my sweet dar dar. Okay... I can sense some people getting goosebumps and if I don't stop, they might just turn envious and murder me with stones. HAHA... anyway, it's a great day. It always is, whenever exams are over.
Alright. I guess I'll have to blog again some other times. This blog will be under construction soon, as the current blog skin will have to go through certain redecoration. Till then, stay tune for a new template coming up!
June 18, 2007
Call me a backslider, call me an unbeliever, call me a doubter, call me an atheist... condemn me, hate me, mock at me, ridicule me, just do what you must fellow Christians! If questioning God's existence, God's power, God's intentions and God's words is a crime, then we would have all been to jail at least once. Or worst, we would have all become backsliders, atheists, non-believers, gentiles or whatever degrading terms Christians can give or come up with. That, from what I genuinely see, these are the reasons for atheists, backsliders or any non-believers being discriminated, condemned, outcasted and shunned. Oh, the United States of America is one country with more than half of its population, Christians. And the minorities such as the atheists are constantly being segregated in aspects such as careers, education and psychological wellbeing. The conduct of Christians around the world has left, till this day, a ceaseless debate upon the accuracy, relevance and morality of the Holy Bible.
I am NOT an Atheist. I am a Pragmatist. I do not totally agree that God does not exist. Yet, I believe that there is a plausibility that God does exist. I am currently in search of answers that will eventually prove the existence of God, Jesus, and the accuracy of the Holy Bible. Here are the hypotheses being set up: -
H(0) = The Holy Bible is wrong, it is irrelevant and so is God.
H(1) = The Holy Bible is the Truth, and God is indeed the Way, the Truth and the Life.
This is only the first step to the test. I would now search for more answers. If bible scholars are not going to speak up for themselves, then it shows that they do not have enough facts or evidence to support their biblical hypotheses.
I'm signing off.. exam today.
June 14, 2007
Everywhere was clothed in dim blue lights casting its luminosity upon my shoulders. The place was so filled with serenity, yet the atmosphere was so cool. It was a breath-taking sight and place to be in, and its beauty cannot be described with words. There I stood beside the fountain which is glowing with blueness, admiring the waters that sprayed from the fine nozzles above.
A pleasant site and a great time indeed for me to unwind after a period of constant study. Here is the picture of that marvellous site where I was yesterday.
And I couldn't help but to take a picture of myself as well. HAHA
Right now, I feel tempted to take as many photos of as many beautiful places in Singapore as I can possibly find. But my exam's tomorrow, and I'm all set to get them all done and over with.
Wish me all the best tomorrow...
June 12, 2007
I have been pretty busy revising my work for the coming exams, but that does not give me an excuse not to pursue biblical truths in order to clarify my recent doubts upon my Lord God.
Sorry Jesus.. it's just that I have this issue of confronting the unknown and the enigmas of faith in Christianity.
First off, I need somebody who's spiritually strong enough to tell me what all these verses means.. okay? 'Cos I've been reading the bible and found many weird verses from the scriptures that I absolutely do not comprehend. Worse, this has led me to doubt the morality of the Holy Bible.
Here are the verses: -
Topic #1 - Rape Cases
Judges 21:10-24 NLT
So they sent twelve thousand warriors to Jabesh-gilead with orders to kill everyone there, including women and children. "This is what you are to do," they said. "Completely destroy all the males and every woman who is not a virgin." Among the residents of Jabesh-gilead they found four hundred young virgins who had never slept with a man, and they brought them to the camp at Shiloh in the land of Canaan. The Israelite assembly sent a peace delegation to the little remnant of Benjamin who were living at the rock of Rimmon. Then the men of Benjamin returned to their homes, and the four hundred women of Jabesh-gilead who were spared were given to them as wives. But there were not enough women for all of them. The people felt sorry for Benjamin because the LORD had left this gap in the tribes of Israel. So the Israelite leaders asked, "How can we find wives for the few who remain, since all the women of the tribe of Benjamin are dead? There must be heirs for the survivors so that an entire tribe of Israel will not be lost forever. But we cannot give them our own daughters in marriage because we have sworn with a solemn oath that anyone who does this will fall under God's curse." Then they thought of the annual festival of the LORD held in Shiloh, between Lebonah and Bethel, along the east side of the road that goes from Bethel to Shechem. They told the men of Benjamin who still needed wives, "Go and hide in the vineyards. When the women of Shiloh come out for their dances, rush out from the vineyards, and each of you can take one of them home to be your wife! And when their fathers and brothers come to us in protest, we will tell them, 'Please be understanding. Let them have your daughters, for we didn't find enough wives for them when we destroyed Jabesh-gilead. And you are not guilty of breaking the vow since you did not give your daughters in marriage to them.'" So the men of Benjamin did as they were told. They kidnapped the women who took part in the celebration and carried them off to the land of their own inheritance. Then they rebuilt their towns and lived in them. So the assembly of Israel departed by tribes and families, and they returned to their own homes.
--> Obviously, according to reason, these women in their own towns were repeatedly raped by those sick people. And if that wasn't enough.. they were out to rape some more.
Numbers 31:7-18 NLT
They attacked Midian just as the LORD had commanded Moses, and they killed all the men. All five of the Midianite kings – Evi, Rekem, Zur, Hur, and Reba – died in the battle. They also killed Balaam son of Beor with the sword. Then the Israelite army captured the Midianite women and children and seized their cattle and flocks and all their wealth as plunder. They burned all the towns and villages where the Midianites had lived. After they had gathered the plunder and captives, both people and animals, they brought them all to Moses and Eleazar the priest, and to the whole community of Israel, which was camped on the plains of Moab beside the Jordan River, across from Jericho. Moses, Eleazar the priest, and all the leaders of the people went to meet them outside the camp. But Moses was furious with all the military commanders who had returned from the battle. "Why have you let all the women live?" he demanded. "These are the very ones who followed Balaam's advice and caused the people of Israel to rebel against the LORD at Mount Peor. They are the ones who caused the plague to strike the LORD's people. Now kill all the boys and all the women who have slept with a man. Only the young girls who are virgins may live; you may keep them for yourselves.
--> This was how God treated His own enemies in those days. And this was the solution: The approval of the rape of virgins. And so you kill all the men, and keep the ladies then do unto them in whatever ways you like.. cos after all, they are your captives. Doesn't make any sense.
Deuteronomy 20:10-14 NKJV
When you go near a city to fight against it, then proclaim an offer of peace to it. And it shall be that if they accept your offer of peace, and open to you, then all the people who are found in it shall be placed under tribute to you, and serve you. Now if the city will not make peace with you, but makes war against you, then you shall besiege it. And when the Lord our God delivers it into your hands, you shall strike every male in it with the edge of the sword. But the women, the little ones, the livestock, and all that is in the city, all its spoil, you shall plunder for yourself; and you shall eat the enemies' plunder which the Lord your God gives you.
--> So God approves of murder, rape and slavery..? It makes no sense... really. Do we have to treat our enemies this way? Or should there be a form of respect towards our enemies?
Deuteronomy 22:28-29 NLT
If a man is caught in the act of raping a young woman who is not engaged, he must pay fifty pieces of silver to her father. Then he must marry the young woman because he violated her, and he will never be allowed to divorce her.
--> What kind of lunatic would make a rape victim marry her attacker? God?
Deuteronomy 22:23-24 NAB
If within the city a man comes upon a maiden who is betrothed, and has relations with her, you shall bring them both out of the gate of the city and there stone them to death: the girl because she did not cry out for help though she was in the city, and the man because he violated his neighbors wife.
--> This is probably a sign that the God of the old testament does not even give a damn about the rape victim. He is only concerned with the violation of another man's "property". This verse shows how chauvinistic God's laws are. Don't you think?
Deuteronomy 21:10-14 NAB
When you go out to war against your enemies and the LORD, your God, delivers them into your hand, so that you take captives, if you see a comely woman among the captives and become so enamored of her that you wish to have her as wife, you may take her home to your house. But before she may live there, she must shave her head and pare her nails and lay aside her captive's garb. After she has mourned her father and mother for a full month, you may have relations with her, and you shall be her husband and she shall be your wife. However, if later on you lose your liking for her, you shall give her her freedom, if she wishes it; but you shall not sell her or enslave her, since she was married to you under compulsion.
--> So, you burn the whole city, kill all the men, take all their livestocks, rape the virgin women and even those taken captives. But in this case, you take a female captive as your wife, then DO her pretty good.. and if you're not happy with her, you can just dump her. So this is God's commands in the Bible...? How loving is God if He says that He is the same yesterday, today and forever more???
Topic #2 - Murder Case
Deuteronomy 13:6-10 NKJV
If your brother, the son of your mother, your son or your daughter, the wife of your bosom, or your friend who is as your own soul, secretly entices you, saying, 'Let us go and serve other gods,' which you have not known, neither you nor your fathers, of the gods of the people which are all around you, near to you or far from you, from one end of the earth to the other end of the earth, you shall not consent to him or listen to him, nor shall your eye pity him, nor shall you spare him or conceal him; but you shall surely kill him; your hand shall be first against him to put him to death, and afterwards the hand of all the people. And you shall stone him with stones until he dies, because he sought to entice you away from the Lord your God...
--> My goodness... how brutal is God who actually commanded people to commit murder in His name.
And mind you, I'm not speaking all these because I'm any less spiritual. If one has got to be reasonable, putting reasons and critical thought into reading between the lines, could perhaps solve the enigmatic verses spoken from the bible. And it has been argued that both books in Holy Bible contradicted the whole concept of Christianity. By reading those verses, I've got nothing to say but just like what Dr. Richard Dawkins would say: - "The god of the Old Testament has got to be the most unpleasant character in all fiction: jealous and proud of it, petty, vindictive, unjust, unforgiving, racist, an ethnic-cleanser urging his people on to acts of genocide."
To me, as I interpreted his speech, it's description has no difference to that of Adolf Hitler.
Correct me if I'm wrong, for I was just reading the Bible I have with me. And there's certainly no harm to clarify biblical doubts I've encountered so far. If there're any Christians who wish to help clarify this doubt with me, it would be very much appreciated.
You can email me at: keuriseudo@gmail.com
Till then, I'm Frederick. Be right back soon.
June 10, 2007
Oh yes... I found this video over youtube and it's a really shameful video. Christians are REALLY taking over the marketplace in the United States. The government is no doubt secular, but the values they have.. is a Chrisitan value. But look at this video. Atheists now felt discriminated being in a Christian-dominated country like the US.
And this got me thinking.. If God is loving and expects His believers to be loving a accepting, why is this happening? It totally contradicts the Bible and not only that, the Bible is the whole contradiction itself.
I'm in no energy to put up with debates right now.
Just watch this freakin' video. That guy in there is fighting for his own 'faith' in Chrisitanity or Jesus or whatever you call it. Plus the fact that he refuses to even pause and listen to what an atheist has got to say. The truth is nothing but a shakable truth embraced by blind believers. Shame on you guyz!
I urge every Christians to reflect upon themselves.
June 06, 2007
Is Heaven the Sky?
You may be surprised.. that perhaps, it is!
Quote of the Day:
"The mind works best when it is opened." - Albert Einstein
Wow... i've found a website that can enable you to see who are the ones who either blocked or deleted you from their MSN account.
Here's the link: http://blockoo.com/en/ but PLEASE do not click on it. It is a hoax to make your MSN not work for you for a brief period of time. So if you wanna risk this, just click on the link then. *shrug*
Here are the people that either blocked me or deleted me.
YOU GUYS SUCK UNDERSTAND! FROM NOW ON, YOU GUYS ARE ON MY 'SHIT' LIST cosmic_star21@hotmail.com piyo_piyo_yeo@hotmail.com corinne_teo3@hotmail.com glenn_huang@hotmail.com iamnorthwind@hotmail.com polin_@hotmail.com kurtangle007@hotmail.com capreez@hotmail.com siaozerology@gmail.com
Since I've nothing to do with you guys, you guys have nothing to do with me either. Heartless people!
Sadly, the truth hurts. And it really hurts me to see such ungrateful and mindless nincompoops doing this to me. People above, I don't talk to your hands, YOU GUYS talk to my ASS!
And please, if you have no concerns for me, I would not have any concerns for you either. Protection is only deserving for my friends. Enemies, you can stay off.
And don't for once think that I'm against my enemies. "Love your enemies" - they say. Well, the fact that they are nincompoops and ungrateful lots of liars deserve little respect according to this angelic verse. Well, they can be forgiven if they return with an embrace of genuinity.
However, once outside my circle of trust, one will have no protection.
Okay, this serves as a rant and rage corner for me. But I mean every word I say. My friends will get my recognition and support. My enemies and those who walk away, will mind their f**king business and clean up the bed they wet!
