Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
May 03, 2007
Stress.....
I'm wrecking my head now for two pathetic assignments - Journalism and Sociology.
ARGH!!! It's the problem of me not having any idea of where to start for my Sociology essay. It sucks when you have writer's block or disorganized
brain-vision. The latter term I coined in reference to a brain filled with stuffs that we are supposed to have. And they are suppose to be there when I need some expressions of ideas into words. Writing is not easy. It is NEVER easy. And I'm having difficulty developing this little talent of mine, though, when compared with others, it's not really a talent. What is talent to you?
I feel that I always get stuck in writing introductions to any essay question presented to me. Although I know I should write the body first before jumping back to writing the head, it's rather hard to get use to such writing habit because without the head, I feel there's nothing for me to write about or continue. I'm frustrated with the way I am - handicapped by such writing style of mine. How do I write better essays? You tell me... I'm lost in this.
Have I lost the gift even tough I try to blog properly? Or was I not serious enough in my assignments? I don't think so. It's the difficulty in writing that sucks to the core!
Another headache - Journalism. The assignment would be easier if not for the interviews we all have to stage. I felt tempted to do an unethical move whereby I'd just fake the transcript and hand it in as if it's real. Anyway, it's a fake interview I did with absolutely nobody.. who cares? And Singaporeans.. argh!! They are so particular about what comes out of their gold-laden mouth as if a one-on-one interview is so hard to give. I think I should go interview myself instead. Haiz... STUPID Monash.. giving all these crap criteria. I shall suggest a different approach when the "evaluation of units" arrive in my electronic letter-box.
It's my first time hating writing. I'm shocked of course. Could it be that my purpose has changed? Could it be that it's time for me to take up another interest? Could it be that it's time for me to focus on other areas of the talents I have?
If yes, I might consider singing.. or maybe.. going to the gym to beef myself up and go be a model.. or maybe.. be someone who sells interesting blog templates online (like what SKIN shop is doing, I can do it in the blogger's way).
Of course, there are many things I can do and be a master of them.. but I'll not forgo my dream of becoming a counseling psychologist who works on personality and self-development of the clients. God, help me. Please guide me the way to achieve my dream. I really really REALLY desire for it. MUCH MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING ON EARTH!!! If I lose my vision and career's goal, there's nothing more I can ever lose because I'd be left with nothing.
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