Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
April 01, 2007
Without a doubt, this cold heart of mine has melted to my darling's warmth. The way she loves me; the way she looks at me.. and how great I am in her life has touched my heart of stone. Truly, I've never felt so loved by any girl who had been with me throughout the course of my life's history. She's the one who has showered me with concerns after concerns, and never fails to remind me of the things that I should be doing. Thank God for her; thank you Lord for such a wonderful girlfriend like her in my life. I pray that we'll be in this for a long long time. Lord, may You bless this relationship and help us to be fruitful in all things that we do.
Just some little facts about me...Pride. Pride has it's pros and cons. Pride is cherished yet dangerous weapon to hold on to. Pride is rewarding but yet devastating. Pride can bring honor to oneself but yet destroy friendships. Pride rules the heart but messes with the character. Pride is mandatory to excel but does not guarantee survival.
I'm a person with pride. Lots of it. I take pride in the things I do, in the words I say, in the way I carry myself and in the way I love the ones I love. A single offense to the things I love and the things I take pride on, by somebody outside my circle of trust, will spell much hurt upon me. Hurt will turn into bitterness over time if the issue isn't resolved. And when I'm offended, I have one good advice for you - RUN or COVER YOUR EARS.
(Caution: I take pride in my looks the most and how I present myself. So, avoid talking bad about how I look.)Ego. Ego is mandatory in a man yet damaging to his soul. Ego is what makes one withdraw instead of reaching out. Ego speaks for itself but fails to discern. Ego mends the self-esteem but may break relationships. Ego is better than shame but is worse than pride. Ego is the Id but yet comes with logic and morality. Ego can be a man's best friend but also his worst enemy at times.
I have an ego. Like all man, we pride ourselves in the way we look and conduct ourselves. The roles we take up as a man are so honorable, even in God's eyes. Yet at times, we fail to use our ego to its advantage - more like we destroy ourselves with it. However, we all have egos of different types. As for me, I believe that taking up the role of leading in a relationship is the way to go for men. Many of you girls may prefer sissy or ultra sensitive guys, thus may disagree with me in this area. Well, all I can say is: Good luck to you in finding your man, no, sissy!
Flaws. Who is perfect? Who doesn't make mistakes? The one who makes no mistakes is God Himself. The one who makes mistakes is human. The one doesn't have his mistakes pardoned by others is worthy enough to think the Unforgiver is an asshole. He/she is if you think about it. Well, I'm full of flaws. It'll take a hundred years before I could successfully deny this fact. I wasn't made perfect anyway and we can NEVER be perfect. I'm constantly learning new things and growing in spite of my age.
Anger. I hate to say this but anger is my worst enemy that is putting me on a stronghold of bondage for years. I've always been hot-tempered. But the good news is, I've become more patient than before. I've learned the usefulness of self-control and tolerance. But once my grace and mercy run out, it'll be the beginning of nightmares for everyone. I am happy to say that I have great tolerance level ever since I entered adulthood. It'll take almost forever (exaggeration) to get me into the state of utmost fury and feared expressions. Self-control has served me well, but not anger.
Love. Love is the ultimate gift I can ever give anyone. And this applies to everyone of you out there. Love is a decision. Love is a choice. Love is not just feelings, neither is it a longing to have sex (that's lust, you bastards). It is something so precious yet easily taken for granted.
I'm glad that over the years, very rarely has my love been taken advantaged of. People can be close to me but they can't make use of me, taking advantage of what I can do for them. Since young, I've learned things the hard way, including being bullied, in order to successfully appear fierce and cold towards others when there's a need to.
My main concern right now is that I hate being taken for granted. Not just in areas of my relationship with my girlfriend... but also in areas like what I can do unto others. I'd like to be remembered for what I've contributed. I'd like to be appreciated for the things I do and the effort I put in. Appreciation is not just by words made emptied after the ultimate action being a contradiction to what's been said.
Once again, I repeat myself, that although I'm forgiving by nature, NEVER EVER
EVER take my love for granted.
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