Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
April 15, 2007
Help, I'm sick again! This time I'll be trusting God to heal me completely of my flu-cum-fever. This sucks because I don't think I gave my best during the choir singing. Well, we did really great for Benny Hinn's crusade bringing the anointing of the Holy Spirit across the entire Indoor Stadium. The presence of God was really powerful and tangible. I could feel it everywhere in my body and healing is taking place within me right now. I will become better and totally healed in time to come.
Today is April 15th.
Exactly three years ago, I was diagnosed with Lymphoma. A cancerous tumor was found within the area of my chest. It's like the size of a football. I was struggling to stay strong and fought to the very end of my final recovery. Not just that, I wasn't alone.
God was with me all the time and all I had left with me then was faith and nothing else. Imagine being reduced to a state like this three years ago, no one would have thought I'd survived. But God is good and throughout my days undergoing chemotherapy and radiotherapy, I was growing in faith; I was growing in the Lord. Bit by bit, revelations from His word would fill my heart with joy and knowledge. God has never let me down during those terrible days.
I had to endure several kinds of terrible side effects from the medications I received. Also, I lost my hair and this placed a huge impact on my self-esteem. But Jesus never failed to encourage me each time I felt like giving up my battle with cancer. So, day by day I never stopped picking myself up whenever I fell, worshiped God in my little room whenever I was depressed and kept praying whenever I was in pain. Of course, reading the bible kept me so energized and His words never failed to touch me.
I'm so glad I'm alive today, being able to fulfill my ambitions as well as my calling. I thank God for healing me three years ago and that He has NEVER EVER left my side nor forsaken me. He is always there with me and because of this, I shall fear nothing.
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for you are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me." - Psalm 23:4
And throughout those months when I was suffering from side effects after side effects, I thank God that my cell group leader, Alvin was there encouraging me as well. I remembered clearly that I received an SMS from him one morning and it says:
"For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." - Jeremiah 29:11
From then on, I kept rehearsing this verse in my mind. Kept on meditating on it, kept on believing in the miracles God can do in my life back then.
And finally, it came to pass that I was healed in that year itself. Many miracles actually took place around me, which, I won't be touching on it.. coz there are really lots of it.
What I can say is.. the Lord has healed me. Praise the Lord Almighty!
Three years since the diagnosis. However, this day will be commemorated every year just to remind myself how great my God is. Though terrifying, but such experience has made me stronger, wiser and more courageous. Thank God for this day. Thank You Lord for your healing. Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!
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