Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
March 03, 2007
Some self-reflections I've done today and this is what I've reflected upon for the pass few months of my life: -
1. I've been really arrogant. And proud to an extent of not accepting certain truth about myself from other people who are trying to help me.
2. I've been selfish. Self-centered not only towards my own needs but also a prolonged focus upon my image as well.. on how I look and always concern about how I'd look in front of others. Can't believe these days I'm just so.. 爱美.
3. I've not been understanding enough towards other people. Time and again i tried being understanding.. but I just don't know why I'm just so insensitive. Well, I know I'm not the Sensitive New Age Guy (SNAG), but I really hope I can be more understanding in future.
4. I've not been sowing into people's live. I was so busy with mine and other desires of my heart. And along the way, I forgot that meeting the needs of others is just as essential towards success. I've been so wrong.. please forgive me.
5. I'm just so lost right now. I want to love.. be it loving anyone or God Himself, but feel a little bit tired.. probably because of my pass hurts and rejections. But I still believe that if I love God, I'll not be disappointed. God has a future planned out for me and He brings people in my life that will help me. Not just that, many of them are not angels sent by Him. Most of them are people who are lost like me right now. Many of them needs God. Many of them just wanna be friends with me.
Why can't I be friendlier? Why can't I be more like God? Why can't I open myself to welcome strangers into my life?
Has my heart turned cold? Has my heart become hardened? I'm longing for some sunshine in my life again.
Anyway... this is to my soon-to-be girlfriend..
whoever you are, wherever you are:
I don't know your name, yet. Because I don't know who you may be. You could be the one I'm in contact with or you could be the one that I've yet to meet one day. Whatever it is, I'm feeling really down right now. Do you know?.. I really wish that you were by my side. Because I know that if you were mine, you'd bring sunshine into my life like what I used to experience a long time ago. I would also like to bring that same sunshine into your life too.. if you let me. Although I know that we have not acknowledged each other, but when the time comes, I'll know who you are. I love you.To God,
You have been the Light of my life. I wanna bring this same light into others as well. Help me deal with my flaws and bondages that is keeping me from moving to the next level. Help me deal with my bad habits and addictions. Keep me away from any harm as much as possible. Surround me with the favors of men and guard my belongings.
I will honor You with my giving, my offerings and all that I can do unto others. I will bless others according to how much You have blessed me. I will be an overcomer and I believe I will rise to the next level as I continue to put my faith, trust and hope in You alone.
Lord, build me up into a man who can be able to lead well within a relationship and a man of courage as well. I hereby ask of You, that You'd give me wisdom, discernment, courage, and Godly confidence. I want to be remembered as someone who is not just talented, pleasant-looking, knowledgeable and a Distinction-student, but caring towards others as well. After all, my goal in life is to be a counseling psychologist. Helping others includes helping ourselves in the first place. But I'm not doing this with my own strength, for I know my God is with me, and I shall not fear or be anxious about what is to come.
I love U Lord..
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