Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
March 09, 2007
Argh.. ouch. I just woke up from my deep sleep and now my entire body is aching from head to toe. I just hate this feeling..
And I can't believe that the first thing on my mind is her.
Have I fallen for her this time? It seems like this lovely feeling of falling for someone can actually erase the agony, anguish and hurt I once had for squidy. It's like starting a new life on my own. But yet, I just don't know how to tell her.. even though I know she has been hinting me.
I've made many mistakes and I don't wanna repeat them anymore. The reason for me delaying my confession has got to be the quick pace of how things have been progressing. And the faster it becomes, the faster it will be gone. I want to build a lasting and strong relationship with someone special. I don't want somebody who would just come and go like all my other ex-es. I'm afraid.. that she'd do the same to me.
I really don't know what to do right now...
I can give my heart to someone else.. wholeheartedly, with all my love and care. But will she take it for granted? I've been through so much.. and these experiences have highlighted my mistakes over and over. They have taught me to take things slow and easy. They have taught me to constantly improve myself and not stay stagnant. They've taught me to put God first in my relationship. They've taught me to be emotionally independent and only draw my sources and my needs from God.
All I really need right now... is for a girl who understands me, who understands all that I've been through. If she ever likes me, she has to understand me and spare some thoughts about me. I do have my own fears. I will eventually overcome them. I also have my own doubts. But I hope she can clarify them for me soon.
나, 좋아에요...
사랑해요 할 수 있는가?
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