Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
January 08, 2007
I'm really sick!
Up till now I'm still having sore throat, runny nose and feeling a little bit cold here and there. I should be going to the gym this evening, but I doubt I can ever make it to run even 50 meters.
Some say it's love flu. Some say it's just stress. I kinda agree to a certain extent cos this time of the year, I'm kinda upset over some things that was beyond my control. Besides, I find it hard to even start my damn essay which is to be dued in two to three weeks' time. In addition, I have some more stuffs to read up on, regarding my Psychology module. This time, I find it rather difficult to set my fullest concentration after so many things had happened.
Yeah I'm doing fine with the brokenness that's left since the 'party' ended. It's never a good fight before but I managed to put most part of it aside and start things afresh. Let me tell you guyz, it's never easy! I'm struggling to stay happy despite many times I tried praying to God asking him for the peace He can ever give me, especially during this period of time, when my heart bleeds the most.
It's funny why some people just take everything from me for granted. I never intended to give myself any chances before, 'cos I was disillusioned. Not just once - millions of times! And to think that someone is feeling tired over everything that has happened between us, what about me? Can that someone spare a thought for me too? Or did she?
Anyway, I don't take this as a reason at all. I've done my best. Given my all. Loved to the fullest. And if taking me for granted is the only thing that could ever happen to me in the end, that goes to show what an ungrateful and unappreciative partner I once used to have. Not just that, a simple difficulty of not being able to express yourself speaks a lot about your character too. An emotional robot will NEVER get to experience the love of God unless they pray often and seek God often. How much do YOU love God? If you do not love God, you won't be able to love others the way I loved you.. though I may have some flaws (I don't want to sound like a perfect person).
Whatever.. I am still very sick now. And I hate it when I can't taste my own food. It draws my appetite away. It makes me feel weak. It makes me feel lousy at the moment. I want to go out, but I don't know if it would make my condition worse. It sucks when I have to stay home.. something which I hate doing so at the moment. Argh!!!
And oh, some new year resolutions for 2007: ~
#1 Study hard! Get good grades for the semesters ahead.
- My purpose for it: Not to show-off, but glorify God with what I can excel in.
#2 Make new friends and more friends! Time to broaden up my social circle.
- My purpose for it: To know more people; to learn new things and not forgetting, to find that special someone. lolx
#3 Buy more new clothes. Preferably one every month.
- My purpose for it: To increase the size of my wardrobe. And hopefully, if I enter choir ministry, I'll get to wear them all and look sharp.
#4 Get back to gym again. Get fit after my current sickness.
- My purpose for it: To stay healthy and fit. It'll make me look good in front of the mirror too.
#5 Stay in tune with God and His children.
- My purpose for it: To stay spiritually healthy and fellowship as often as I can. The cell group is full of wonderful people, especially the brothers! I love YOU guyz!
#6 Be an attractive person (physically and in character wise).
- My purpose for it: This is a good way of meeting new people. I'm still working on it.. so, do cut me some slack if I do have my flaws.
#7 Find myself, my talents and my potential.
- My purpose for it: Time to put back the pieces and start things anew. This is the year I would like to discover where my strength lies as well as maximizing my potential by using what I have, or rather, what God gave me.
All in all, these are some things that are not really easy to fulfill, but it just takes me that courage and faith to do it. I've got the whole year and the good thing is.. my closest ally is God Himself.
He shall provide me more and restore to me what I've lost the previous year. This year, I shall see my resolutions come to pass!
