Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
December 12, 2006
Went outing with my dear today. I was seriously in a lousy mood to go out when the time Squidy and I got to spend was like so little - 5 hours or so. She doesn't want to stay out so long in order not to fall sick for her coming Taiwan trip. Furthermore, she needed to be home for dinner. Argh!!! Frustrating at first.
I don't know where to go in the first place and by right we should be meeting each other at 2pm. I was fed up, and so was she. So I made certain statement without some thinking process and she got pissed and we almost canceled the date. At the point in time, I panicked. So all I did was to clear up the mess and compromise. In the end, everything turned out well for us and we got to meet each other for lunch at Wisma Atria.
I had to compromise because after this date, I won't be meeting my darling for another one week or so as she has to make a trip to Taiwan for a vacation with her 姐妹. So in order to get my heart healed from love sickness and properly maintained for the next one week or ten days, I had to meet her on this day. Yea, God knows how much I'd miss her if I miss this date altogether. Perhaps I'd become insane to the point of talking to myself in the bathroom each time I bathe? HAHAHA... Ye, and she means everything to me.
Strangely enough, I finally experienced a lack of idea within our date itself, for the first time! There's no where else to go already except spending quality time with ourselves. So we sat around the MRT station in Orchard for a while deciding where to head to. We did some memorable things like taking pictures of ourselves.. like what we usually did in the past when we had nothing better to do. Ya know, when you're in love, the place doesn't matter as long as you're with the right person. And indeed, I was with the loveliest person on this planet.
We held hands for as long as we could. I held hers tightly and kissed it. And for the first time, I felt the first love again. I don't know how to describe this feeling within me but it seemed as if someone was praying for me.. for us. And I did remember what Iris advised me - to trust Squidy and the fact that Squidy did told me she loves me. I have to learn to trust, just like how I trust God.
The photos kept coming... as we enjoyed ourselves to the fullest, even though we're wasting time, but the moments were already the most precious to us.
Here's our spastic shot! LOLX.. At least
"spasticity" to the minimum.
... and the cute
Squid together with the happiest
Pork Chop in the world.
Of course, there were more pictures but they're personal. HAHAHA..
In addition, there had been some ups and downs between us over the past few weeks and today, we had them all sorted out and resolved. We were at the war memorial site in City Hall (very serene and peaceful), where we shared some of our troubles and feelings for each other. It really helped to ease the pain and load especially when you have someone to talk to and someone who listens to your every word. And it was really rare that Squidy would ever give me TLC that day. So with that, I did have a great time. lolx..
Felt great lying down, laying my head on her lap and looking up at her face. Felt so loved for the rarest time in my life. Felt the warmth I could never ever get from anybody else. Felt so peaceful and safe on her lap and I wished I could remain like this forever... I really want to be with her for as long as I can live. How long will I live? How long can I ever live? I want to live to see her hair turn gray.. as well as mine. How long.. will that ever be? How long.. will I ever take? I wish I could hold her for the longest time in my life.. for eternity. And she's all I ever need, besides Jesus. My love. My treasure.
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