Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
December 05, 2006
They say that distance makes the heart grows fonder. I disagree.If there's distance, will there be a negligence over time?If there's ditance, will there be a lack of communication?If there's distance, will there be a gradual errosion of love for each other?I hate the fact that one's heart will turn so cold out of a sudden.I hate the fact that one's feeling will numb so soon.I hate the fact that immaturity sprouts the fear of commitment.It's all the same; it's all the same.At the end of everything, it's always driving me in circles.And in circles it takes me back into misery.What happened to my security?What happened to my pride?What happened to my charm?Have I lost it? Have I lost them?I want to gash myself and mutilate my soul.I hate myself each passing day and have no peace.I pray each time but receive no answers.I feel neglected in this cold unspoken world.I dream of love, of pleasure and of paradize.And wish I could be there in a very short time.That's where my home is.The unconscious; the hidden; the unknown.Is where my dream exists. Is where my soul lays.Dead, jaded and unharmed. I want to be there. I want be there.I dream of heaven and I know my time is yet to come.My heart rings with tears of pain and anguish.It struggles to love someone so deeply because of hope.Faith hope and love.I have faith, therefore, I hope.I hope, therefore, I love.I love, therefore, I get hurt everytime.I wish I could stand up again.I wish I can have the strength again.I wish I can be whole again.No matter what, I still believe that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel.No matter what, I still believe that someday I will make it through this storm.No matter what, I still believe that after the storm, I will see a rainbow in a green field, with the person I love to be with...... All my life.*editted*
WHOLE LOT OF RUBBISH!!! Squidy said she loves me and she still does.
Why should I be so insecure back then?? I need God's assurance more than anything else!!!
Stupid me! Squidy still loves me. And I still love her. I think I should give myself some breather and relax instead of being so tensed up!
*editted*
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