My body's aching from a good gym training yesterday evening. However I still feel sleepy this morning and slept on till 11am today. By right, I should have woke up by 8am. It's just my body not giving me the strength to do so. I was damn sleepy.

It's good to start my exercise regime once again ever since I stopped going to the gym since the beginning of this year. And after stopping my trip to the gym and doing some proper exercise, I can see myself growing slimmer and slimmer by the day. Well, yesterday my muscles were stretched and that's a good start I must say. Hehe.. and having that nice body is going to be my resolution for next year. It's in my wishlist already if you notice.

I'm temporarily broke this week, if not, only for today. Most of my what I had has gone to the Church's building fund and I'm now soaked with countless prayers of breakthrough and miracles. But well, I'm still doing okay at least for today, although broke in budget but I guess I did some meaningful things and am going to do some more for the day since I'm so free.

I made something for Squidy and I know that this month is going to be the "Pressure" month for her. So I'm just so full of love for her; I made something that would encourage her in times of stress and tiredness. I hope I can be able to cheer her up and pray that those encouraging words would strengthen her this month as she goes through some challenges lately.

Recently, something struck my mind and heart. Out of the blue, I felt I've not done much for Squidy. She has been my everything all this while and even gave up her dream just to be with me. How much more should I not give but my love for her? It's time for me to love and cherish her since she has placed her trust in me. And as I was feeling guilty at one point of not being a better boyfriend I should be, I'm glad that this feeling of guilt has been overwhelmed by the love we shared. It gives me the strength and the determination to try again and again learning how to love every single day. Not just her, but rather learning the basis of loving others.

"Love suffers long and is kind; it doesn't envy; doesn't parade itself, is not puffed up;
Love doesn't behave rudely, doesn't seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;
Love doesn't rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails." (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)

Regardless of my current situation, be it financial or physical, I'm thankful that my Lord has given me, us, the best gift. And that is love. Otherwise, no other forms of telecommunications, technologies or psychic revolutions could ever bring people together as much as love does.