It's already pass midnight and I'm still awake 'cos I haven't enjoyed enough free time I gave to myself after a very tiring week. I'm so glad that my Comms essay is completed and handed in on time. And what's more is that I had a Distinction for my one of my Psychology assignments. That made me real high for the weekend, at least for a while. I've been "partying" last Saturday after church service and I had a great time fellowshiping with my new cell group.

Thank God that I made a quick reconciliation with Squidy that evening after service. I was really hurt and she was slightly miffed over what happened on Friday evening during our tennis lesson. Alright, I messed things up and I wasn't focusing right. I was tired, overly stressed and so excited over nothing. It seemed as if I was on some 'drugs' or somethin' - maybe steroids. Kept stealing her hits when it's apparent that the ball is within her reach... I was guilty. It's sad when someone gives you a cold shoulder overnight. I was hurt, frustrated, tired and angry. Part of me felt like quitting tennis altogether as I realized that team sport isn't THE sport for me, and very often, Squidy gets pissed with the way I am on the court. With such a sport fanatic like her, I feel, in a way, intimidated.

But all these were settled, thankfully. I had a talk with her and everything is alright now. There's finally peace, serenity, acceptance and most importantly, love.

It's strange that an individualistic sportsman like me can work well in groups, doing projects, organizing events and stuffs.. Maybe it's a different context altogether? Or a different setting? I don't know. But I really enjoy working in a group. And most of the time, I like being the Planner, the Navigator or the Director. Anything that allows me to make decisions. I LOVE MAKING DECISIONS!!! Whahaha! Pardon me for making it seem like I'm 'talking big', but I know myself more than others, and Squidy is an exception. I love to be consulted. I love to guide or direct people to THE WAY. I love to plan things and get things done by allocating responsibilities to each member within the group. That's something I like doing. Call me arrogant, but that's just the way I am. It's just that you've not seen the "Mr. Nice-Guy" in me yet!

Anyway, I've taken a personality test. Gosh, it's like.. God knows how many times I did this test and to confirm the most accurate results ever gathered... here's mine. But wait a minute, I'm really shocked that I've changed quite a bit since school re-opened. Here you go.







Results are pretty accurate. It's just that I am surprised that I suddenly turned extrovert. But I guess I'm just halfway in between extraversion and introversion. *shrug*

They say that ENTJs are "natural-born" leaders. I'm not sure how accurate is that. But if it is, then what makes ESTJ? That will keep me thinking, "If only I can be less sensitive enough". Hahaha...