Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Talent: Writing; Acting; Singing; Accents
Favourite Food:
Italian Food;
Kimchi Chigae;
Roti Prata
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Current Pursuit: Bachelor of Behavioural Science
Research Interest: Evolutionary Psychology
Other Interests: Evolution; Genetics
Contact:
frederikan@live.co.uk
September 15, 2006
At last and alas, I've gotten back my results for my previous assignments. Well, victory and loss at the same time. What can I say about this? Stalemate?
Well, the war's not over yet. But at least, I can now form a clear picture of who my "friend" is, who the "enemy" is and who the "traitor" is. Hahaha... sounds like warfare kinda thing. But I enjoy this. lolx..
Anyway, it seems that my enemy, AKA Journalism, has become my "friend" out of a sudden! Shocking isn't it? I mean, I was demoralized, depressed and super-critical about my writing skills. And it seems like it's an illusion after all. I was in fact, DIS-illusioned. Disillusioned by this irony that disgusts me. I HATE journalism. And I mean REAL hatred. I don't know when I developed that but I guess it's because of my knowledge of certain weakness in my writing skills and idea presentations. Besides, it's really tedious gathering information and resources for my feature article and pin-pointing out those stupid terms like anecdotes and authentic facts et cetera... I thought I'd screw up. But I didn't. I got a HIGH DISTINCTION for that stupid piece of assignment!!!
Damn it! And my Comms assignment, a f**king Pass. This is SO ironic! I'd never expected I'd do badly for my Comms, one of my favourite units this semester. This is shit work manz! Where did I get this piece of crap result for my second major? I'd rather do better for my Comms, than to score like a shitty 80 marks for my Journalism crap. Alright, forget it. It's done.. it's done.
Guess who's the "traitor"? Comms? Nope! It's
Darren Teo! Ok.. ok.. some of you must be laughing at this lame crap I'm talking right now. But honestly, if I had the power to change things, I would put Darren Teo in Journalism class and invite Ms Sheila Wan to guide me for my Comms unit. That'll be much better I guess. This way, I would be able to concentrate better during Comms lessons. At least, I don't have to be bored stiff every Tuesday with a slow-paced lecture and monotonous explanations. I'd rather die with a Pass in Journalism class for whatsoever... I don't bother. It just gets to me when the things I like doesn't produce the result I want. Of course, I'm not blaming Darren Teo entirely for his boring lectures. I think I've poor argumentative skill in my essay as well. Well, how do I pick up such foreign skill, which I've never practised in my life?
I really feel inferior to those JC students. They had so much advantage over me. It doesn't matter if it's Psychology, Comms or Journalism, they had gone through the JC life and are trained for their journey to the university. I'm not. And I haven't. They had two years of training time in their cosy JCs. I spent two stupid years in my shells crapes and prison-like barrack living like a low-life enlistee of the SAF - a form of wasting time and a painful corrosion process of accumulated knowledge. Nevertheless, they are nice people. I once thought they're nerds. But I was wrong. Well, my girlfriend proved my theory wrong and so did all my new friends I made in school as well. I really hope someone would just guide me along in this course. I may be missing out on some knowledge those JC students learned, but I'm always willing to work hard on catching up with them. I don't know how to not feel inferior, as such feelings are often on-and-off. It's hard because it's HARD fact.
Anyway, my enemy has become my friend. What more can I say? Should I make Journalism my specialization? Or is this a sign that I've chosen the wrong course? Nope, definitely not the latter. I've got faith in Psychology and Comms, still.
I need prayer. Lots of prayers. Brothers! Sisters! Please pray for me! I need strength and wisdom to do my assignments and get a high distinction for all my units. Jesus, I need a miracle..
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