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The impression forces itself upon one that men measure by false standards,
that everyone seeks power, success, riches for himself, and admires others
who attain them, while undervaluing the truly precious thing in life.
~ Sigmund Freud
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Initial: Frederick
Profession: Psychology Undergraduate
Birthday: days left
Height: 1.76m
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A+
Waist size: 29-30 inches
Hobbies: Blogging; Reading; Songs & Movies; Chill out
Most Disliked Food: Anything crustacean - due to allergy
Favourite Songs to Sing to: For You (self-composed) & The Promise
Favourite Body Parts: Nose; Jaws
Schools: Pei Chun Public School (1989 - 1995); Chong Boon Secondary School (1996 - 1999); Nanyang Polytechnic (2000 - 2003); Monash University (2006 - )
Finally! It's been two years since the opening of this cozy refuge can of mine where I vent and commented in.
And exactly two years ago, this blog had only just begun its first entry, which only contained one sentence.
Looking back, it's kind of fast. Happy Birthday Bardic Circle! You are two years old! I hereby wish this blog of mine a healthy, prosperous and interesting year ahead. Although there are times I've neglected you, either because I'm busy or due to the fact that Blogger has been a flop. Blogger sucks now cos every entry I tried publishing doesn't want to publish itself. And I've to rely on other people with better connection to Blogger to post my entries up for me. In the past two years, this wasn't the case. Publishing was never a hassle. Oh well, I wish on behalf of my blog that Blogger will soon wake up their idea and do something about their servers and connections.
I've been neglecting you again. Yes. It's been a short hiatus once more as I've had interviews and schools to look for in order relief teach in. Time to not waste my time at home too much. I wanna get some cash and at the same time, some experience in handling kids (though I'm having a slight issue with them).
I'm not sure about how I'd fare for my interview though. I hope and pray that I'll get some training in NIE. All I need is a stable career since I'm out of army.
Anyway, anyone of you guyz watched Miss Singapore Universe recently? Haha.. no comments needed now. The standard is erm... you know... as usual - TERRIBLE. Those girls are out of proportion. Hands are either too big or thin; some breasts are too big for the body; some are like without much hips... and the list goes on and on. The winner of the pageant was predictable. She's just average looking. The runner up? Don't even bother to look at her.
Alright, now that it's over, there's a new program, which everyone might be interested. I've surfing the net and guess what I've found? A Pageant for Mister Singapore Universe 2006! Wow.. hehe... guess more sarcastic comments are awaiting to spill out of the mouths of the locals living here. I thought - Well, since the female version got all the attention of the locals, why not Mister SingaporeUniverse 2006? That'll be interesting. And let's look at the contestants..
Hahaha... oh my gosh. Looks like many of them need botox or some nip & tucks. C'mon manz... if this is the local's standard, I'll be supporting Mr Siberia instead.
Can't believe it. And where's Mr Buangkok? ME? HAHAHA.. I won't mind joining this pageant man. Just give me some time.
HAHAHA... and look at Mr Bedok! OMFG!!! Xiu Wen is gonna be so disgusted. She'll rather look at Mr Buangkok, or perhaps even vote for him!
Check out some of those comments by the people. Time for tons of negativity is up!
Well, hope has not failed. It has only begun for Mr Buangkok!
Mr Buangkok
Comments by Mr Buangkok: I'm here to take over the world. I know where I stand and know how people's lives are impacted. Although I've became stronger, the weak are those I would like to minister to. So if you were to give me a chance, I can make it happen.
Commentators: And the winner is......
-=[to be continued]=-
April 18, 2006
I've been looking frantically for institutions and courses to apply into. In fact, right now I'm in complete desperation. The local University has rejected my application and so, because of this, they took my 10 bucks I paid for that application to buy sex toys to share among themselves - stupid assholes.
Well, at least they need not have to bother me any more. I received a letter from the MOE and they're asking me to go down for an interview this thursday. I was shocked and speechless. I couldn't believe it. Then I read the whole damn letter again and I realized I wasn't dreaming. So I went out to see the hair stylist to get my hair restyled. Wanna see my new hair cut? Here it is. Check it out!
Great, and now I'll have to start preparing my certificates and other documents for this thursday's interview. I pray I'll do well and not get ANXIOUS! Wish me all the best.
Well, I'll be back for a longer entry this time round.. I don't know when, but whenever I'm free and free from writer's block syndrome.
Ouch, this stress is killing me.
April 16, 2006
To everyone out there... if you don't know what day is tomorrow, it's EASTER! And it's the holliest day of the year, which actually commemorates the death and ressurection of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. I hereby wish everyone a Happy Easter and may you go fill yourself with Easter eggs and chocolates! Hehehe..
Finally managed to invite my darling to church yesterday evening for a wonderful Easter celebration. The drama was great, in fact, five stars I must say. It has improved over the years and I'm proud of the drama team, which was my ex-ministry. If you're thinking of catching a glimpse of the entire service, you may proceed here to look for it.
And well, it's a great service that reminded me of a lot of things. Basically I was reminded that I should just trust God to lead me the right way into my destiny, instead of me doing all I can to succeed base on my own strength because it is never enough. It is never enough to just trust my instinct, my own strength, my own wisdom or my own courage. I need God. In fact, you need God too. Everyone needs Him. Because God is omnipotent. He is our supplier of blessings when we're poor, the source of strength and courage when we're weak and discouraged, tower of refuge when we're afraid, and the guide to our destiny when we're lost.
I've been really down and out these days cuz after two years of being in the army, or should I say "regimented prison life", everything's been very foreign to me when I step into the society. I've ORDed for four months now and it's been a short time anyway. So there're lots of things to catch up on. I'm not alone though. My camp mates were sort of lost too. They're also trying to fit in to society and the work force, and it's not an easy thing than one could ever imagine.
I hate this. I hate the way our government does things and I really hate them. Hate them to the core. And sometimes, I wonder why God allows them to rule in such pathetic way. I'll kick their asses if I'm God, and banish them to hell if I have to. Damn.. isn't there a way out for me God? Please enlighten me. I'm lost. However, I'm still not out of hope.
April 11, 2006
My girlfriend had to drag me out today for a small shopping spree around town to find some nice clothes for me. And due to the lack of experience, she had to endure my semi-ignorance of dress sense. Okay.. women have better taste than men. Well, it's her dressing me up. It's a privilege so.. I'm fine with it. Not many ladies bother to dress their man up. My darling's the best manz.. hahaha..
We went to countless places (namely Zara; G2K.. etc) to look for clothes especially one, which I could wear on both formal and informal occasions. It's hard to find at first and not many clothes suit me due to my unique build and personality. However, at Domanchi, she caught sight of a really nice shirt (which she always does - okay okay she's sharp and I'm not). So I tried it on and it fits perfectly and looks great on me. Other than this shirt, there weren't many I'm impressed with so far but at least, having bought one is better than nothing being bought.
I'm not posting the picture of the shirt here though, not till I get to wear it this Easter weekend. And when the time comes, I'll post it up.
Well, at first I thought my parents would criticise the shirt I bought today. But, it seemed they were fine with the selection made. What can I say man... my darling's taste is good. Hold on guyz.. I'll look like a superstar soon. Just wait and see. HAHAHA...
Alright, shopping's over. Time to to rest our legs and what we had for drinks? Ice Milk Tea at Mos Burger. What a day! It's a happy day though. And as we're having our tea and sweet talks at Mos Burger, some were looking at us with awe! As if they've not seen a couple so in love with each other. So this is what we did.....
"Ooi!!! Kua Simi Kua?!! Bo Kua Gweh Chio Bu Ga Shuai Ge Sibo?!!"
Translation: Ooi!!! See what see? Never see pretty girl and handsome guy before izzit?
I went surfing in one of my camerati's websites and saw this MV. It's so cool and Kristine Sa was singing Boa's Every Heart in another version of her own. I must say that it's great listening to her. Her other debut songs are pretty good too, especially her first song "Love and Its Consequence". Here's the MV - Kristine Sa's Every Heart Remix -
Enjoy!
April 09, 2006
Couldn't sleep yesterday night and this early morning.. I think I've gotta start figuring how the heck I can deal with my Insomnia. If there's anyone out there who has any solution to this damn problem, please email me okay? Hmm...
But guess what? I've removed my guessbook and did a minor wonderful change to my blog. I've replaced them with online radios! Cool eh? I went round searching for some really nice radio stations played by cool djs over the world and share them with you guyz here. Enjoy listening to them!
By the way, my guessbook is always flooded by spams. I wish I could kill all those spammers and hackers to liberate this world of its burdens. Ah well, guess my problem is now solved peacefully with non-violence.
Alright! Gotta hit the sack now. I'll blog again. Nitey peepz!
April 05, 2006
Have you ever sat in a bus or a train filled with disgusting body odour? Have you ever encountered people sitting next to you or behind you actually smell like dead rodents? If ever, do you ever wish you'd shoot them?
Honestly, people who smell and don't make any effort to do anything about it are inconsiderate and dumbasses. I should've shot them all dead since they smell like dead cockroaches. I've been experiencing this since time and again I hitched a ride on buses or trains. And even today after work.. I still have to cover my nose and suffocate for about an hour till I reach my destination.
I mean.. c'mon! It's not like a bottle of deodorant cost a fortune or a penthouse?! I think it's a good investment and once applied, it's even cheaper than a bus ride. Why can't these smelly people get one since they can afford a bus ride?
Okay okay... so you people think that I'm ranting non-sense and should get a car. C'mon, if I go get myself a car, everyone on the bus who are odourless or smell better than you all should go get one. You smelly asses really need some 'deodorous' education - maybe school textbooks like "DEODORINGAPATHY" or CCAs like Deodorant & Smell-free Club. Smelly adults; your work seminars should include courses like "Smelling Yourself", "Smelling Others", and "Digging Your Nose Bigger". Perhaps when these "people" graduate, they'll get a Bachelor in Aroma Creativity or even better, an Honour.
Besides some Singaporeans who are so inconsiderate flaunting their body odour on buses or trains, there're some key foreigners too (though I'll not touch on everyone of them), particularly the PRCs and the Bangalas. Stinky fellas!
I know China is really cold and some of them don't bathe for probably years over there. But Singapore is freakin' hot! And if they have some common sense left in their pathetic brains, they should know, by instinct, bathing in inevitable. In fact, bathing is a common ettiquette and routine over here. I really wonder if they ever read what's stated in the travel brouchers or books about the weather before coming to Singapore. Either they can't read English or they're really stupid.
And the bangalas.. no comments manz.. they're really stinky. No offence but you guyz should know how you smell like, so go get the deodorant now! Even a construction worker can afford one. It's not even as expensive as McDonald's Chicken Burger. So if you can get a meal, you sure can deodorize yourselves as well.
Meanwhile, I think I've an idea of how Singapore's transport authorities could improve the people's awareness of how they really smell.
First, by placing an ad all over buses or trains. But especially for buses. Here's a rough sample of how they should look like on both sides..
And if this method isn't effective, we should invent an odour sensing system and place them on busses and trains. Such that when a passenger board a bus or train, the sensor will automatically sense the smell of that person. If he/she's too smelly or pass the mark of 'odour acceptance' on the sensor itself, it'll beep loudy. When that happens that passenger is not allowed to board the train or bus. Even if he/she has paid for the fare, too bad - They stink so they have to pay the price for being a smelly idiot, and with everyone on boeard looking at the idiot at the beeping entrance. Serve them right.
Isn't this a brilliant idea?
I suppose if everyone is considerate enough, such smelly encounters would never have happened anywhere. If only people are less selfish and more thoughtful.
April 03, 2006
The weekend has just passed and it's back to serious business as usual. Xiu Wen will be studying today for her upcoming SAT examination and I pray she'll do well for that. I've just received a relief teaching permit this afternoon and will be starting to relief teach as soon as I find a school to relief teach in. At the mean time, I'm also learning my advanced theory for my driving lesson.
I had a great weekend though. Would like to invite Xiu Wen to my church's service last week but her parents were paranoid over trivial matters. It was a great service in fact. Dr. Richard Roberts was preaching the 7 promises of God and one very important thing about God is that God heals people. The entire service was filled with God's annointing and love, and many people were healed on the spot. The deaf finally heard; the sick finally recovered; the lame finally walked.. people with knee injuries were healed as well. I was in awe and amused by God's love and power of healing that I prayed for Xiu Wen's knee injuries. And as I received that healing miracle in my prayer, I felt the tangible presence of God and His unconditional love.
After the service, I messaged Xiu Wen over the phone and ask if her knees were okay. She was scratching her head and started moving her joints. Amazingly, she said that the pain and the discomforts were all gone, whereby they've been hurting all these while. Praise God! She's been healed. And she was freakin' amazed too. Haha..
Of course, we had a great time the following day. And I've met her friends too - A bunch of easygoing and amiable people.
ALright, gotta think of what else to write next time. And tomorrow, my darling and I are going to catch Ice Age 2 in cinema! I'm so excited. Can't wait for tomorrow's sun to rise again.
April 01, 2006
Woo hoo..! It's a special day today between Xiu Wen and I. We've been together for a month already. Time really flies and it'll fly even faster as we walk hand in hand together down the road of ups and downs. But no matter, despite any obstacles we may encounter in the near future, I'm sure we'll work it out between ourselves and do the best we can to make this relationship work.
Happy 1st anniversary darling..
There'll be many many more anniversaries in years to come.. and we're yet to do so many many things together. And honestly, I've never been so happy before in my entire life.. perhaps I'm a blessed person and so is my darling. Blessings aren't meant to be kept to oneself, but rather, it's meant to be shared. I want to share every blessings I received from God with my darling and hopefully she will be as blessed as me in time to come.
Lord, help us through every ups and downs and give us the wisdom to make wise decisions in this relationship. Blossom this relationship and cause us to bond even closer together as time lengthens. Create in us the passion towards each other; the passion for You as well; and the passion to serve others; and let them not fade, but burn like the sun as we get closer day by day. Help us to get to know you more each day of our lives and shower all your cares and love upon us like never before. I hereby ask of You to bless us in every aspects of our lives. In Jesus' precious name,
